No worries. I was never really offended. You really should be nicer to the other people on the site as well though. With a lot of the things you say to people you make them angry, when it would be better trying to make friends with them.
You see, that's my problem. I tend to be an instigator, when I have trouble with catching anyone's attention and/or having something interesting to talk about. I feel like a little retarded child in an adult male's body. What's even worse is that 9 times out of 10, I am the one expected to take the initiative. Otherwise, no one else will.
I don't hold any anger towards anyone on here because I embarrassed myself on here. I trolled myself. I don't want to be the next Internet Chris-chan. Then I would have no chance of getting any friends on the Internet AND in real life.
I was diagnosed with high functioning autism and ADHD when I was 2 years old. I got diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome and again, ADHD, about 1 year ago. I didn't even know what autism was until a couple of years ago. I see how it has affected my life and the way I behaved. For 17 years, I believed that I was Mentally Retarded! Emotionally abusive parents did not help my situation any.
I'm used to being the village idiot. But I would like to be acknowledged as a human being as feelings and actually has a little bit of intelligence and sense, if any. If people don't think I am retarded, then more than likely, they think that I am just incredibly dull.
To anyone reading this and think that I am not being true to my word. Then I will save you the trouble of pulling out the "emo" smiley for you.
I knew it would only be a matter of time before the "Pity poor me post". Longer than I expected.
So what the score?
1. accepting you are forum bitch , Judy? Check
2. bearing your heart to us in a pity post to illicit sympathy for being such a monumental fuck up? Check.
3. apologising for being said fuck up? ummm... "I'm sorry if anything I have ever said made you feel offended." Check
4. Admitting your uselessness at trolling?
I don't hold any anger towards anyone on here because I embarrassed myself on here. I trolled myself.
Check
Right now is time for a nice person, a mature person, a person with a smidgen of decency, to pat you on the head and say "Its OK Judy. You are alright. You are OK by us. You were very brave in your admission and you are one of us"
Shit outta luck there kiddo. Way I see it, from here on out you are all profit.
"I want and get a reaction. Good or bad. I just crave it! And not get banned... or at least I hope I don't get banned! "Ban you? Why the fuck would we want that. You want support and emos to stir you have come to the wrong house. All profit Judy all profit.