Yeah, its one of those kinda 'flash memories' that feel as if at that moment in life, memory was holding a polaroid camera and snapped a permanent picture.
Well I say 'one of those..', does anyone else get that? like a really vivid, although static snapshot in memory attached to certain events, times, people, places, items etc.? doesn't feel just like a normal, clear memory image, but as if it had been framed and set under lights in an exhibition hall. The state of the internal psychic apparatus looking out, that is, for want of a better description, the homunculus riding the brain looking out through the body's senses and at times in, from the psyche and brain themselves..
I'm eating my way through a bag of 'refreshers squashies', chewy, lemon and strawberry fizzy squishy jelly candies. And drinking from a carton of grapefruit juice (white, with the bits still in it).
Just woke up again after taking a nap, sat at the computer, don't know why but I fell asleep again several times, and after waking, found out there were donuts to be had. Scarfing down a bag of 3 (well 5 but my old man got them and had two himself before leaving the remainder) fresh custard-filled donuts. I'm certainly not complaining, since I thought I was going to have to go at least a week without food, maybe two weeks. And along with the apple kind, of the tesco filled donuts (roundish ones with no hole, the custard ones are my favourites. I just this minute woke up, and in the time it took between typing in the computer pwd to get into the OS, and the screen clearing once logged on I'd already devoured two out of the three. And I could definitely find room for the third, but I think I might save it for a snack a little later.
And theres a cottage pie done too. Again one of my favourites. And again, I could quite literally fall on that like a devouring plague of locusts and strip the bowl so clean you could shave in the reflection after I've digested my donuts then went to murder that cottage pie. I doubt II'll even bother with a bowl, and just reheat the cooking pot and eat it out of there. Saves washing more kitchenware.
