I am sorry I should have said this here and not in When Flourescent returns. I would listen to you guys if I thought something you said was valid. Someone said something about my random thoughts and I did agree there. Its hard to carry on a conversation when I keep doing that, never the less I manage to do it for 4 hours on the phone.
I appologize for cracking on you again about symptoms. I am stuck on high and its hard for me to get down. Just 1 hour of lack of sleep and I go nutty, and now its really hard for me to act bad or bipolar. Hard but not impossible, not with some more effort! Stimulants herbs have a different affect on me when I am rested.
I see now what high risk means, and Its just funny how close I am to having a problem. Lucky me! I wish you all a pleasant day. I could just hug you all.. fuck'n high mood!.
* fluorescent sings I am so excited I can't hide it. I will be doing alot of that today. To bad because its at these times I feal most alone, but it is felt to some degree always.
Next time you see me acting hyper remember ask yourself how much ginseng, or stimulant herbs did he take, how tired is he? I am not bipolar and will never be, I will not let it.
Any women want ot dance? You are going to have to let me do some break dancing first by myself.
Some shot me with cupid's arrown and they need to die.. this is too much!
If Jessica fucks up, be ready ,because I have a job. Its not like I am asking for it though. I have a phone curtosity of my sister. Her mom can come to my clinic because I will have one. Soon I will have things my own way.
internet cord too!
no time to edit. fuck!
