Its alright QV, took me by surprise a little, but it was NEVER intended as a dig at you, for all I was saying, is what I, myself, PERSONALLY, would have done. And only because I care about the PR (and admittedly really have a 'thing' for her, since shes such a cutie)
But was describing my OWN way of going about it had I been there, not having a go at you QV. And surely, my motive, caring for somebody that, ahem, I'm very taken with indeed, well, it was intended in a way as caring about her, is all.
No offense taken QV. How is she? is she feeling any better now? and are you?
Took my meds, and given that I had quite a large extra supply compared to my usual unmodified script, of chlormethiazole, the antiseizure drug, I'd waited without sleep last night, so there would be someone watching whilst I slept, and took a real heavy dose of the stuff, woke up badly needing my painkillers, indeed I've only been up for a half hour or so. So quickly put a couple of caps worth of IR oxy up my nose, to steady my hands for what was to come next, then, although I haven't in a while, done an IV shot, and a large one of morphine. Managed to find a vein with the second attempt too which was good, and had a goodly sized shot of morphine, about 350mg, plus 20-30 of oxy up the nose first so my hands wouldn't shake whilst I had a needle in my vein, which wouldn't be good, particularly since I was using very, very fine paediatric needles, 31g IIRC which are very, very thin and easily bendable. Takes a while to get everything in, especially considering I'd used a 5ml syringe barrel, but meant that it started up a considerable whopper of a rush just partway down the barrel being emptied, due to the slow speed of the solution being able to pass through the needle tip. Which meant for a considerably extended rush,with my still having to shoot up the other full half of the syringe-full. Meaning a rush added to my already rushing hard. That itself made my hands a little shaky, but no extravasation. I needed to shoot that time, since I had only taken 10, maybe 20mg oxy to allow me to sleep during the day lying on the sofa with a coat on my head to block light out, took 10mg nitrazepam (I had spare since I'd used until today only half of one day of a full week's script, since I'm now more or less accumulating a reserve until my doc won't give me any more, but its on repeat and the taper is on my own steam, unofficial, so at least I'll get more when if ever they do decide to stop it, that way whenever I really need stress relief, I have it then, right there and have only to reach for it and pop the pill out of the blister pack rather than make an appointment and beg, quite likely unsuccessfully if the doc isn't compliant. So I woke up initially withdrawing from the pain meds, got the oxy up my nose so it would act fast, to steady my hands and take my shot of morphine. Feel rather warm and fuzzy and relaxed now..just....mmmmmmmmmmm.
Would have been even nicer curled up in the PR's arms/lap/both like a pair of morphine-ated kittens (figuratively speaking re-kittens, since IIRC morphine and similar opiates are excitatory in the feline family and alternatives need to be used for pain relief in cats since the effect is quite different in a cat, with morphine than it is in a human)
