I do not really like the effect of Ritalin, so only take it when I really need it. I should be taking it for a few weeks now, to get back to a working structure in my days.
Last months, I've been adapting to the moment on a daily, sometimes hourly basis, I completely ruined what was left of a healthy routine. It was necessary to do all that adapting though. Wore me out. But strange enough, I am better at doing that when not on Ritalin. Kid is getting more regular now, so, I can start building up a routine again.