For some reason my doctor rang me last evening after surgery closed whilst he worked late, and told me 'you must be needing some more oxycodone and nitrazepam, right?'
No idea WHY I should have been needing more, but I just agreed with him on principle, better to accept an offer than need to ask and have the possibility of refusal in existence. Managed to get some more chlormethiazole out of him too, plus a lot of cimetidine, an anti-acid reflux antacid type drug, that also is handy due to its blocking metabolism of morphine and oxy, like grapefruit juice does, does the same to benzodiazepines such as the nitrazepam too.
He'd already given me 20 5mg tabs of the nitrazepam, and I'd used just a very few, still had most of them, but he just gave me 14 extra, offered on that phonecall. I'm not complaining, he offered, so I simply confirmed the need he said I apparently had. I like to keep at least a few benzos in stockpile, just for the those occasional hell-on-earth days when everything goes to dogshit on a bicycle and stress levels through the roof. That way I can respond right then and there, after said canine ordure meets the fan, rather than both need to wait until the morning after (or worse, entire weekend if it be a friday) and even then have no guarantee. So if he offers, I'm taking the script. He did, I did, and just collected them earlier. Already had just under 25 of the moggies, another 14 aren't going to be spat on if offered. In fact, I think I'll pop a couple of them now, not out of need, but since there is such a large surplus, two can go to the cause of drastically improving the potency of the one bottle of beer I have left open in front of me and make for a nice relaxing day playing the videogame I've been at lately. Doubtless not what he intended. But oh well. That would be a week worth too, although I'll get another 14 or 20 when the surgery opens next week, and build up a nice big stockpile, for those days when they are really needed so I do not need to ask someone and depend on their good will, and for those occasional nights where I not only CAN'T sleep, but CBF doing anything in the lab to pass the time, if I'm too tired to be on form, and just want to sleep.
Just split 60mg oxy powder into two lines, one up each nostril earlier. And just about to have another wee bit up the snout for the medically critical reason of making the rollup I am about to roll more enjoyable
Had about 7-8 chlormethiazole caps on top of my morning dose as well, since I more or less just got a pretty decent freebie for no apparent reason that I can discern.