I want to say sorry to Eclair for getting so mad the other day.
I mean, I can use excuses for why I was in that mood, just lost a friend I love very much to another country for instance, even if the're not actually excuses, but I don't like fighting and I don't think anyone needs to hear MORE about my problems.
I know a lot of you people don't know much about me except I use intensity as what I would like to think is a safe haven to bitch about my problems, so its fair enough if you see me in the way you do.
Just thought I would let you get to know me bit better, and realise maybe i'm not such a draining monster afterall.
I reply to every email that gets sent to my domain (aspergersgirl), every one. (except that crazy stalker). People who are lost, confused, depressed and don't know what to do. I also work 40 hours a week at the moment so I don't have much time to promote my forum, but when I become a bum again that will happen.
It may seem like I don't give anything back to the community, and thats fair enough, i'm just trying to enlighten you in what I'm really doing behind the scenes.
Thats enough wall of text for now I think.
Thank you Fatty. That actually really touched me that you made the effort to do that.
I understand that we all have problems with the way we communicate and I know at times I too come across as blunt or that I was being harsh on you the other day. I take that on board.
But, as I said, I do feel that at times I have supported you and cared for your different situations and that was ignored by you. I also think there is much more to you as a person than what others see here, so it was more a poke to encourage you to look outside yourself a little - if you do that, I think one day you will shine. Your apology proves you are capable of it...and thank you.
I do genuinely hope things improve for you, probably more than you realise. x