the first time i had a crush on a girl was around 6 months ago, at the age of 18. we hooked up over the internet, she decided i was her boyfriend, i rolled with it. she wanted to meet me irl, i did too. she then hooked up with another boy, then came back to me, then hooked up behind my back, then came back to me, then hooked up with someone else, then came back to me. then i dropped her on her ass and said fuck off cunt... you can see why first experienced lead me to not want to try it again
also none of those people attract me.