I don't have a fast paced life. I am unemployed now and trying to get a job I hope. My husband supports me now. He thinks my AS has gotten worse after I stopped taking my medicine. I have a silly husband. He thinks some things of me that aren't true like "You always have to be right." He understands me 95% of the time. He says it's 98%. Well we both have our own opinions. He has to listen to my obsessions all the time and hear my movie and soundtrack. He uses headphones to block it out. The movie and music I mean, not me.
Frankly, Kit, I've been wondering if you'd matured a bit in the last little while. Your postings have seemed more spot-on lately, or at least what I've seen of them.
I can act better online than in real life. I find internet so much easier to talk.
I have grown up some. I used to be real sensitive remember? Now I don't care anymore what people say. I used to get pissed off what Richard say to me and then two years ago I quit caring. He still thinks I am mad at him about my photo I posted here when he said it was a fake. I've found I have better things to do and things to worry about than some man in Arizona who has a shitty life and can't even hold down a job and takes his anger out on people who are happier than him or doing better. That's how he seemed to me anyway. Now he isn't around much so he must be doing better now and has other things to worry about and do. I know he's gotten his own apartment finally. But I am not going to let some person online whom I'm never going to see get to me, same as for everyone else online but Sins sure got to me but I got over it. I know lot of members have had issues with her and got banned unfairly by her. Unfortunately she doesn't live far from me and she is part of one of the autism groups I go to but she hasn't attended them. She did once and I wasn't there when she went and she didn't show up on Autistic Pride Day so I didn't get to see her. I've had one other chance of seeing her when she was giving a speech but I had to work that day so I couldn't.
I also don't care anymore what people say about people faking their AS and I don't care if I get accused of not having it. Lot of aspies get that crap so why care if I get it?
I can still pick my battles online if I want to and mess with their minds and have them think they got to me and think I am upset. Woops, maybe I shouldn't have said that.
Now everyone knows. I still get sensitive every now and then and I am usually not here when I am depressed or down in the dumps. I lose interest in this place. Now I am back posting at WP as SG, I don't feel all that addicted anymore. Only a little.
