Do you think I'll have an unhappy ending?
that is up to you peaguy.
that is the reason for the answer i gave above.
do you choose to live?
if so you will certainly have regrets, but you will certainly have alot of successes.
its always up to the person.
IMHO, you have alot to offer, but it seems that you only take baby steps in the real world. i don't know why; perhaps a chip on your shoulder. maybe it's that you self loathe.
one thing i can tell you is that i used to self loathe. then one day, for no reason at all, i decided to use my trying times as learning experiences. and to work hard on my self-worth. believe in myself, and above all, TAKE CHANCES.
i decided to live. even though, and even today, i find that people, in general, disappoint me. i really don't like people that much. but i enjoy my life.