trying to decide if I should drink, smoke, curl into a ball, stim my ass off, stimpace on my tiptoes or or rock out some more. I've done alll this stupid shit shot shiit today, but I may have a job.

(Still rocking ouit!)
congrats!
One more level to pass and I am there.
TOX-SCREEN

I've not done anything but alcohol, since Janjanuary, so I should be fine.

(actually I didn't tell anyone here that that I was hospitolised for my experiments with melatonnin, because I was embarrassed, but all that shit should have turned into piss reall quickly)