I speak as I find
It's my 'thing' to analyze people - I like to categorize and put people into my database
of human 'types', it's an automatic reflex thing
I'm an ASer for Godssakes!
I think I don't have the capacity for real 'closeness' in group situations as it seems to involve a lot of nonsensical
joshing around and overt, sometimes forced, 'mateyness' that I just can't genuinely do or properly relate to
Apologies for my presentation of AS...
To fake all the 'matey' stuff would be me being ungenuine tho...
I can tell I piss people off/bore them by not 'joining in' more but I genuinely don't have the vocabulary/mindset for it
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