Ask ME! (Esme) anything and I (unlike others on here) WILL answer

[esme456]

This thread could be had up on trades descriptions as people are too chicken to reply to the more 'searching'
style of post

I will be replying to all questions as I have half an ounce of Integrity


Esme   

[Tom/Mutate]

What was it like when you lost your virginity?

[esme456]

Ok, good question

It was scary and painful but I wanted to get it over with so persevered

I wondered what all the fuss was about first time due to the discomfort but
started getting into it by the 2nd

It was in a car and with a person who already had a gf so not very romantic at all

Esme   

[Tom/Mutate]

what are your beliefs concerning the meaning of existence and the creation of the universe?

[esme456]

'what are your beliefs concerning the meaning of existence and the creation of the universe?'

I think we make our own meaning, there isn't an abstract 'meaning' already there

I was sent to Sunday School as a child so have been to a certain extent 'brainwashed' into a belief in God,
which is very hard to just shrug off.  It's hard to know whether I would have believed in God if I hadn't been bought
up in a 'Christian' culture

I have a mix and match attitude to creation - logically I know it didnt happen as in the Bible but I still like to belive
in the presence of 'another'/God as it's a comfroting thought to have in the background ie that we're not totally
alone

I think that religion, while it has caused/does cause a lot of bloodshed, has also given people a lot of comfort and
'guidelines' on how to live their lives

I think many people take their 'meaning' of existence off the peg so to speak ie they just take on board the ideas of their surrounding culture and absorb them, sponge-like, never questioning

I hate doing that - I like to find thigns out for myself and pick and choose what I want to alie myself with

I can't stand the way people latch onto an idea/concept/fashion purely because everyone else is doing it - that's the main reason for NOT doing it in my book!

I like a number of the philosophers' ideas - Schopenhauer is a favourite and Nietszche - only the concepts though,
not any kind of fanatical abuse of power etc

I have a pretty grim view of the human race - the nice people are an aberration in my opinion; a freak of nature

Esme   

[Tom/Mutate]

We post explicitly hardcore naked pictures of ourselves on this site.   Have you taken yours already and when will you be posting them?

[esme456]

Piss Off!

I am totally against stuff like that!

I'm interested in ideas and information, not naked bodies - that's so dull!

A naked body should only be seen prior to f****** it, not in photo format!
- that's just for pervs who can't get any!

Esme   

[McGiver]

do you masturbate?

and at what rate of masturbation per week? (how many times on average)

[esme456]

Now you're asking!

Since I split with my bf and have come off my anti-depressants, I seem to be at it every other night!

Contrary to what has been posted elsewhere on this board, I'd say it's preferable to sex in a lot of ways
in terms of satisfaction

My ex used to say i was being selfish wanting to do it during foreplay etc - he used to hold my arms down to stop me!

This used to infuriate me!

Esme   

[McGiver]

what is your favorite sexual position?

[esme456]

Missionary is fine (i'm lazy lol)

[McGiver]

would you roll over on your tummy and allow for anal penetration?

[esme456]

Nope!

Not for no man or boy!

[McGiver]

what about for a woman?

[Peter]

Contrary to what has been posted elsewhere on this board, I'd say it's preferable to sex in a lot of ways
in terms of satisfaction

So you and/or your ex are shit in bed?