i get money for my AS. it's compensation for my being a retard and it means i can buy shitloads of books and lucozade whatever else i'm currently obsessing over
it doesn't make up for the shit life u get though - i mean, i'm still retarded whichever way you look at it
i don't feel guilty about being on disabilty atm btw. 1, i should really have had child support from the age of 4 (or 5?) onwards, but didn't get it because my dad lied about what he was earing and the govt didn't look into it properly, so my mum had to struggle on her own. and 2, most college students get EMA and most university students here get other loans, but i don't get any of tahat because i'm from a supposedly rich household. doesn't feel like it though
i don't wanna rely on the govt when i'm older though. as it stands, being a student, being 21 and having had nothing from the govt as a teenager, i feel no guilt. it 10 years time though i wanna be earing money myself and be more independent