I'm lightyears ahead of you in my spiritual development.
You have no spiritual development, moron, you're just another cunt leeching off of others. A worthless piece of plastic with no soul, no insides. That's your big poroblem--even if the doctors manage to fix your face, slow down your balding head and fix whatever new obsessions you dig up, they can't fix your insides. You fail.
So enjoy what little the state throws at you. It will not do you any good; it will only prolong your soulless existence until mummy and daddy get that gun and finish off what they started.