this is one of the things which really annoys me about people, and has made me more cynical about people
why does practically everyone seem to interested in what their neighbours are up to?
i find it very hard to trust people who are being nice to my face, because you know they are probably judging you badly for being a bit of a spazz, or dressing weirdly or whatever
obviously this is nothing to, and you get it in various ways (ie the kind you get in high schools), but i find it really annoying
maybe because i'm just not interested at all, and can't see why people would enjoy discussing boring things about the bloke down the road
the parents of other kids at my brothers' school are often nice to me, but i just know that the majority of them are thinking "wow, i wonder what's wrong with that idiot?"
i don't get why people care about other people so much
and about such trivial fucking things like what they're wearing or something
jeeeeeeeeeeez
(i've finished now
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