What abilities? List them.
Hygiene
Charisma
The ability to read and understand the body language and intentions of others despite me having AS
A perfectionistic nature where I always excel at what I do. I was always every art, music and dance teachers pet for example. A man who played in the Berlin symphony orchestra for 30 years said I was "his most gifted student ever" and a cuban dance teacher I had was amazed at how fast I learned to understand his culture and dances. I noticed it wasn't all about "moving your ass" like most whites think, in fact I hardly moved my ass at all, and I instead observed a small but skilled elite who has a special but rare style in Cuba and started dancing like them. Their style looks more like Kabuki theater than what most people picture "latin dancing", very rigid and floating without ass shakes (only certain black people dance like this, hispanics always ass shake), and this is similar to how my teacher danced as well. My teacher and his brother were in awe and really prided themselves because I understood certain things after just 1½ year which their other students hadn't understood after 6-7 years and would never understand.
I see the details, the little cultural, psychological, emotional threads that binds things together. I can imitate and simulate them. This impresses a wide range of people, from art people to psychologists and just NT-people who thinks it's interesting to hear someone make a perfect psychological profile of their friends I met once or twice.
People can say this is "just in my head", but reality has proven different. I have had these abilities confirmed by others and that's when I started believing myself it wasn't just in my head.
I have this ability to enter a room and just get noticed. If I go out in a club both girls and guys hit on me despite the fact I look far from the "alpha" type. I have the "Jacko" and "Hitler" type of charisma. AS is a part of this, since very charismatic people with AS have an otherwordly, sort of alien mystery about them. This is what generated icons like MJ and Hitler.
The fact that I can almost intuitively pick up on what's going on and notice invisible hierarchies and hidden feelings others have towards each other proves I'm very intelligent. I use my intelligence as a sort of super computer to emulate NT-understanding in real time, and I do it so detailed that my emotional and empathic ability surpasses that of NT people even though it's artificial empathy and theory of mind. I might use ten or twenty times as much brain power in social interaction as others.
This ability is also something I noticed certain japanese people seem to possess. All those stereotypes and charicatures, some crude, some comical and some very accurate, they make of foreigners and themselves and the world around, is because of a similar relation between intellect and emotions. It's a way of thinking and feeling which is more common in Japan. Autist type brains which emulate social understanding and picks up on the small things and psychological aspects others wouldn't think of. It's also because of similar abilities that japanese "nerd culture" could create it's grip on the world.
Many people would describe it as "intelligent and introverted" but it is in fact related to autism.
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