i don't hook up with people if you mean sex. i don't date. i never intended to be in a relationship in the first place. and i don't want to be in a relationship like i already said. having good friends is more important to me. i've had problems keeping friends and making friends, those that i have i'm grateful for and i feel like a hermit at the moment so i don't desire any more. i can only speak of the present moment as i don't know the future. i don't plan on being alone forever but i don't plan on being with someone forever. forever is a long time.
Yeah McJ could have meant playing the field as in dating, but most of the time that refers to having sex. Forever is a unrealistic timeframe to be with one person, but some people can be alone forever it seems (or at least they desire to). I was kind of referring to being alone forever as until death actually, which is stupid imo. I was not referring to being with someone forever. Both friendships and relationships are a hassle, sometimes they are worth the trouble.
I seem to have not enough time for the few friends I do have and it would be difficult for me to maintain more friendships, so I can understand you somewhat. Making new friends has always been hard due to me being so introverted. Trying to fight the urge to stay in my room with my phone off and play games 24/7 is very difficult.
I agree with Peegai, you are really nice as it appears from your personality here. Also interesting, most "normal" people are boring to me.