feel better today - is it out of my system already? lol, i am a regular drugstore - i have ativan as well as the antidepressant and the oxycodone. my illness makes people throw medication at me. if this works, i am going to try to get off the neurontin. that will be harder because i still have peripheral neuropathy.
and now that i am "sober" i get to face the disaster i've made of my life while muddled with the opiates.
one step at a time.
if i had fewer resources i think i would be tempted to go back to the opiates. its weird not having that pall of "everything's ok" over everything. i'm tempted anyway. my mind keeps telling me to take it for little pains.
huh. i have a sex drive. where'd that come from?