it can't be depression. i'm perfectly happy as long as my circumstances are good and stable.
You call your current circumstances "good and stable"? Despite not being able to leave the house and essentially look after yourself.
there are problems but i do my best to practice lots of escapism. isn't depression an internal condition and unpleasant?
"Major depressive disorder (also known as clinical depression, major depression, unipolar depression, or unipolar disorder) is a mental disorder typically characterized by a pervasive low mood, low self-esteem, and loss of interest or pleasure in usual activities"
i get depressed because of PMS but other times i'm not depressed.
Not depressed or relatively less depressed?
i'm just not interested in the world besides TV.
Not even computer games or something more interactive?
it feels pointless. and i'm tired of life in general, cuz there's no energy and no... inner spark. i feel dead inside. something's definitely died.
Sounds like depression to me.
anyway sobriety is not an option either. and i can't leave the house. paranoid and agoraphobic.
So why is your mum enabling you then?