Yeah but people say my voice is disgusting...
You voice is
NOT 'disgusting' in the least. It is authoritative and clear spoken. I rather liked your voice. The nerves were obvious though because you were gabbling a bit and I could see your discomfort.
You deliver your lines something like a school teacher... but then, you do have Aspergers and that is a trait, or so I understand - I do it also... with me, I tend to lecture
at people rather than converse
with them - lol - and I'm not saying that was your problem in the video... just that I recognise I'm far from perfect in my delivery myself. Crumbs, this is all tempting me to do a YouTube also
Like you, I do not adlib. I'd probably write myself a short script and either memorise it or read it like you were doing.